Things

Fear, motivation, getting it done.

Whataya do when you're getting older and older and have nothing? No retirement, no goals. Write a blog and wait for the lottery?

Where did I throw all those goals I wrote years ago. Did I really think this was going to move on its own without any input. Yeah I did.

It still, bugs me that my buddy committed suicide a year and half ago. But it's something to ruminate instead of finding my way. I can't hardly imagine him working all those years, going back to get a degree, using the degree and still not having a handle enough on life to stick around.

Yeah life is like a bicycle. Keep moving forward or else it will not work.

God. I feel like crap. Keep eating, even a little too much and I don't like it.